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and until the end.
halloween
11/8/09
tomorrow will be my mother's birthday.
My mother’s birthday should be one of the best dates in my year, but it’s not.
The saddest part of this is that I just don’t know when it started.
In fact, I think I know…
It’s not so simple being the only ‘thing’ she has in life, her hope. I think I’m always sad in her birthday because of all this ‘tension’. All the things she gives to me, I feel – for the inside – she waits for the ‘return’, but I just cannot give all the ‘things’ she wants at the moment – and I am not sure about my future – so I become very sad.
It’s very confuse, it’s something like ‘random~mindlessness’. It’s something near to craziness. Because I love her, I want her happiness, but, in the same time, these feelings make me sad.
Guess what? Although all of this, also I have my ‘astral hell’ (it’s next to Christmas (the saddest date on my year)).
I just wanna some help, while I have hope enough.
That's The Way (My Love Is) - The Smashing Pumpkins
My mother’s birthday should be one of the best dates in my year, but it’s not.
The saddest part of this is that I just don’t know when it started.
In fact, I think I know…
It’s not so simple being the only ‘thing’ she has in life, her hope. I think I’m always sad in her birthday because of all this ‘tension’. All the things she gives to me, I feel – for the inside – she waits for the ‘return’, but I just cannot give all the ‘things’ she wants at the moment – and I am not sure about my future – so I become very sad.
It’s very confuse, it’s something like ‘random~mindlessness’. It’s something near to craziness. Because I love her, I want her happiness, but, in the same time, these feelings make me sad.
Guess what? Although all of this, also I have my ‘astral hell’ (it’s next to Christmas (the saddest date on my year)).
I just wanna some help, while I have hope enough.
That's The Way (My Love Is) - The Smashing Pumpkins
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