Piedras Blancas

Tengo la revista TIME encima de la mesa del ordenador.. En ella sale mi foto preferida de siempre suya y pone a un lado, en una letra muy pequeñita, "Michael Jackson 1958 - 2009"...
Cada vez que la veo mi corazón se detiene. Como si fuera la primera vez que lo supiera, como aún me cuesta el saberlo.
Y la rabia se apodera de mi, ¿fechas? Michael no tiene fechas, no tuvo principio, no tiene final.. Estuvo ahí siempre para mi y siempre va a seguir siendo así. Me niego a ponerle fechas, son límites, y él no los tenía.

Y tras la rabia, la más profunda de las tristezas..
Hoy hace dos semanas que.. Hoy hace dos semanas. El dolor no sólo sigue aquí, está creciendo... Es un vacío, la sensación de que toda la magia, toda la esperanza y la ilusión, se han ido de golpe. Nos lo han quitado, nos lo han arrebatado de nuestros brazos, de nuestras almas. Ya nada será lo mismo nunca más...

Michael, I know you can hear me now. Now you know everything that I've always felt for you. Now you can see all the times that you've made me smile through my pain, you can hear the thousand times that I've told you "Thank you", you can feel all the love that I've always kept inside for you..
I need to hear your voice all the time, so I don't feel alone.. I need to see your beautiful smile everyday so I can be able to smile myself, though these days that's almost impossible. You are the only one that can ease the pain of your own loss...
I need to feel you are alive. As I walk through the streets, I lift up my head and look at the sky. I used to do that before because I knew that we both shared the same one and that made me feel a little bit closer to you. Now I do it because I have to think that you are there, shinning down on me. And you are...

Today, I was listening to your young beautiful voice as I went home back from work, feeling deeply sad, suddenly your voice said:

"If I had my way girl, I'd never leave for a minute..
But things dont always turn out the way we want them to..
So while I'm away, I want you to remember
How much I love you...

Let this love lift you up when you're feelin' blue
Wherever I go, I will be loving you.
Think of me when you see places we once shared
Whatever I do, someday I'll meet you there

Even though we both know
You're not in my arms
Wherever I go, youre always in my heart

Just you ask, Ill come back
Though were miles apart
Whatever I do, I'll come to where you are..."

I'm asking you everyday, come back, come back, come back.... please, come back...

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