stay forever

It’s true, life can put you through really tough situations that can hurt your feelings, and break down your expectations about each other’s perfection. I do feel disappointed, but not only the kind of disappointment you feel when you are turned down, the one that truly breaks your heart and you wish you could turn back in time, just to shut yourself inside and break down to cry.
People care so little about what others might think about them. People just can’t stand accepting their own flaws. It does hurt, and believe me it really does. Besides, there are people in this world who have no comparison at all, people who are so caring, loveable and sweet, who I know, would never hurt my feelings neither make me feel such in a bad way that would make me want to throw away everything I ever cared for, and now care a shit about.
No one in this world should ever feel like that, people have no right to break each other’s heart and still believe they are the best thing in the world, conserving their own pride and prejudice with no love over no one. It’s shocking, hurtful and it makes me want to cry. Actually, I have no other way to describe this feeling that evades me inside. Hurt. I’m hurt. I just can’t deny it, and can’t help to say: I believed you, I believed in you and you turned me down, you disappointed me, I never expected that kind of behavior from your part, but you did not care and simply said everything you might have thought since the beginning, you just let it all out. You hurt my feelings, I have no doubt.

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