11/9/09
love is just wrong. maybe also the wrong word right now, but the feeling, love, is wrong. when you love you you think you're actually fine, doing things for your significant other and getting it back. but no, you're giving up on yourself. when you love, your feet are off the ground and the world seems to spin too fast or too slow. love is alucinogen, and you know hallucinogens may FEEL good, but they ARE NOT good. when you love you're problems double: you have to take care of you and the other one. people say love is not a game, but it actually is, and the most likely one is russian roulette: you take your chances, and if you lose you might die. not literally, but die inside, lose your hope, lose your faith.
but the most important thing you should know about love and loving is that it's necessary. without love your heart cannot beat, your legs cannot move. you're alive 'cause someone loved you from the beginning and still love you. some of them stopped loving you, but that does not make you less special. some people just can't get you, but don't blame them. you loved many people many of them you forgot too, so who are you to judge?
love moves.
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