So this happened.
I created this account in 20/03/2010.
Five years ago.
And you know what? I enjoyed so much having this account dedicated to you.
I dedicated a big time of my life loving you. And I don`t regreat it at all.
I only came here to tell you that I'm sorry.
Because I let you behind. But I had to do it.
I couldn't think spending a life without you and knowing that I never could be able to touch you, or to tell you that I love you, and this fact was really breaking my heart.
I had problems in a lot of aspect of my life because of you. Because I was so drunk in love.
I wasn't ready yet to tell you a honest goodbye.
So I came back to do that. Yes. A lot of time later.
I just wanna tell you that I never forgot you.
And when I see you now I still feeling a lot of butterflies in my stomach.
I don't know how to start this letter.
it has been a hard time without you.
I got an eating disorder which I can't let behind. I cry a lot. All the time. I would like you to come over -+ and tell me that everything is gotta be alright.
Tell me that I won't die for this eating disorder.That I can overcome this.
AND TELL ME HOW. BECAUSE I HAVE TRIED SO MUCH THINGS AND I FALL DOWN TO WHEN I STARTED. AND I FEEL I CAN'T RISE ANYMORE. AND IM VERY AFRAID. MAYBE YOU CAN THINK IM VERY STUPID BECAUSE I DONT FIGHT FOR MY LIFE BUT IM VERY SCARED OF DYING FOR THIS.
AND THERE IS SOMETHING THAT HURT THE MOST AND IS THAT I NEVER WILL BE ABLE TO HUG YOU AND TELL YOU THAT YOU WERE MY REASON TO LIVE
On August 10 2015 at Georgia, United States 138 Views