The crazy bith and the monkey.
8/4/09
Everything's so different that i can't even open my eyes to reality. I'm buried in the past. I can't hold on to this anymore. I need to let it go.
Sometimes..I catch myself daydreaming and when i wake up, your name's in my mouth. Just that song that we used to sing randomly sounds and i wake up from my daydreaming. I fall asleep and dad wakes me up like you used to and your name is what comes out of my mouth.
I miss you. I miss you in an obssesed way. We talk and realize we were playing dumb. We always loved each other and never had the bravery to admit it. You had your life and i had mine...but when we were ourselves...we couldn't handle being apart. And now, a million miles separate me from my past. And i gotta live my present before it's too late.
I'll always love you, you know that.
Keep me in your memories.