ballons!
dont let opportunities pass you by. Dont dismiss people without thinking about how you may feel later. Dont end something great, just because you think it would be too inconvenient to your life to let it continue. The truth is, everyone needs closure. Even if you do try something, and its difficult, and it ends, at least you know you tried. At least you know it was really the right decision to end it. You tried, and you failed. Thats okay, thats something youll get over. But wondering, always wondering how it would have went if you had just let it happen, thats torture. Its the what ifs that keep me up at night. And the fact that he was strong enough to want me, to want to put up a fight for me, and I wasnt strong enough to fight for him.
On November 11 2009
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