And how weird it was to lie down and be myself and how weird it was to be alone and be fine.
Am I too old to smile at the thought of a night?
I feel so heavy now. I feel so heavy and I don’t know why. I am not what I thought I’d be. Is my best just mediocre? I want to scream I want to kiss you and take all your clothes off. I want you to hurt me and tell me that everything is going to be fine. I want to know what is going to happen and where I’m going to be.
Never the best. Always in the corner, always in the shadows, always next to somebody bigger, greater, louder. I only felt good when I was alone and I felt like myself.
On June 21 2015 at United Kingdom 2 Views