as low as I can be

The entification that sometimes is named as Dreadfuldin is just plain stupid. She has this bad bad feeling, you know, this canned scream in her chest that can not be released, by several reasons. First, we encounter the intrinsic stupidity of her claim: there is no actual or valid reason to scream for anything, as anything has existed since day one, if we think of "anything" in linguistic terms, as if it is the opposite of "something" and not, in any case, the inexistence of "something": "anything" means that anything exists, not that something is not existing. Second, there is the unclear social role she performs: is life is a stage, then what character must se be playing?. There is no clear answer from the director, as the director has long dissapeared. Third, there is a wide range of things she could do in order to gain some attention: but then moral/philosophical issues come to the surface, and there is no room for a typical behaviour which, for her, would be stupid. So stupid girl stares stupidly at the stupid possibilities that come to her mind, while her stupidity does not allow her to do anything that might change her fate, because believing in fate is also stupid.
poor little girl is gonna cry tonight, with a canned scream on her chest, just because she will be always seventeen, and she will be always rejected. and she won't ever fucking know who the hell she is supposed to be

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