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What the hell is happening with me lately? Maybe is just the feeling of being alone, even when you have a lot of "people" around you; the people who made me lose the confidence. Because finally, after all, I realise I can't trust even in myself. We can say things thinking in the best for the people we care, but, Why we can't see that is worse for them? All the rumors, the commentaries; the words that we say just make all worse. Because, we (I'm now in the side of the affected) don't know what to believe, to expect. We have to choose, but we will never know who is right. Why is that? because people don't want to make suffer other people, not because it's evil, but because their conscience is the one that remains stained. I'm tired of everything; of who I am, of the troubles, of the people, of the feeling of being tired itself. We will never know WHO she, he, they, even ourselfs are. The key is "don't let it enfold you". I loved someone with all my heart, and as I tried to recover what we had, I was realizing that I was not possible. But I still was blind. I was blocked up by the HOPE; that hope which is the last you lose. And why I tried to recover it? Because I was used to it. But now, even when I know I can't do it all at the same time, I left that desire of recovering, and I resigned myself to move on.
I needed to get this out .. Maybe it's not all, but it's some of it.






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