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alitangel

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10-9-8 im breaking away im al dress up and ready to play
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10-9-8 im breaking away im al dress up and ready to play

2/2/08

mmm i used to have written a lot but as the dumb ass the i can be i close the freaking window..so it wasnt meant to b

now im feeling better i basically snap the other da then decide to quit of this so called life but then again my boyfriend talk me out of it...again

so now im feeling better bcause i throw up everything that it was bothering me , he found new scars and got upset i told him it was my fucking way to deal with things and if he can party till 8am i can fucking cut my skin whenever i feel like it , i told him everything and all my good reasons to leave the picture but again he told me what i need to hear , i think he got scare bcause he saw me really determined to the task , son the he kiss my swollen eyes , he hug me really tight and didnt let me go and told me all the things i need to hear , at least from him...it was like the beer therapy we did b4 i got my job , when he ask me to stop the cuts and stop to say i dont want to live , the cool thing about my husband...my love is he know when im bluffing and when im real

im not afraid to die...i have live 6 years of borrow time...untill a few years i didnt even knew why i was alive...im not afraid to die im afraid to the pain (pls see the ironic part there) and my biggest fear is not to sucess.

im better know i dont want to live but i dont want to die either...just rest and try again to stay well

Guestbook Comments (5)

Off tonight??? si no tienes panorama, avisame! webeo improvisado en mi casa hoy

Si ya esta pasando la lata, pero te juro que quiero matar a la agente de viajes falabella, minimo que le coloquen el reclamo en su file, se lo merece por ineficiente.

Dencansa este domingo, yo estare en I pero bueno, el miercoles me toca descansar a mi.

Besotes y te quiero mucho, gracias por comprenderme, y vos cachai que de ahi somos

Pitye

supongo q tmb vas a subir el que has estado creando tooooooooooda la semana no? me gusta, ta lindo lindo..

besos

not gonna make any comment about the fuckin drawing... i'm tired of this bullshit my friend, sorry but i wont be telling you things you never hear. i am just sorry i am not your boyfriend so you would hear me.

luv you anyway, as always.

Miwiiii, tiempo que no venia por aca, media lejana del PC ....
Menos mal que ya estas mejor, algo que me siento tranquila es que la vida siempre tiene sus altas y bajas y sabes que no sonara muy bien pero cuando uno tiene esas bajas se valoran mucho mas las altas :P

A ver cuando vamos al local que me dijiste el otro dia, quede con todas las ganas de conocerlo ...... Podria ser despues de tu SBS, cuando lo tienes?????

Ya pos un besito miwi con mucho cariño =0)

Andrea ..............

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