...It's a New Dawn Its a New Day It's a New Life... For Me...

A place in my nightmares...

"Where I am?... Why I can't scream?... I try to raise my voice louder but I can't hear me screaming... There's no voice in my mouth... there's no sound on my body... I can't even hear my heart pumping... Maybe I already die... Maybe my heart has already die... Maybe all this things that I've been telling to my mind are just lies... Maybe all this pain is just a part of a nightmare... a bad dream... If I awake now... Will u be on my side loving me?..."

Bonjour...
Muchas cosas en mente, muchas ideas dando vueltas en mi cabeza, muchas cosas inundando mis sentidos... Dolor, alegria, tranquilidad, nervios, miedos, sueños...
Aprobe mis examenes de conduccion y saque la licensia alfina, gracias a todos los que me estuvieron apoyando en el camino...
Sin mucho mas que contar... Nini espero poder verte hoy, realmente necesito estar contigo...
Cuidence, Que esten bien!
Adieu...

P.S.: "How hard I've got to try... to became someone better... to my own eyes... someone that doesn't hurt u... Someone that u could... Love..."

P.D.: Se cierran los post por un tiempo para evitarme problemas a mi mismo... Lo siento...

In the crossfire - Starsailor

I don’t see myself when I look in the mirror
I see who I should be
I don’t see myself when I look in your eyes
Thank god for that

I don’t see myself when I look across the river
I see where I should be
I don’t see myself when I look from the sky
Thank god for that

I hear them scream on the radio
It’s getting louder in the crossfire
Try to find some hope
From the ashes of their broken home

I don’t see myself when they fail to deliver
I see what I should be
I don’t see myself when I look at the flag
Thank god for that

I hear them scream on the radio
It’s getting louder in the crossfire
Try to find some hope

***
I dare you, come
We’ll find the sun
We’ll find the fire
We’ll try to find
The love we give
I want desire
***

I hear them scream on the radio
It’s getting louder in the crossfire
Try to find some hope

I hear them scream on the radio
It’s getting louder in the crossfire
Try to find some hope
From the ashes of their broken home

I don’t see myself when I look in the mirror